It is raining. Strong wind almost every night this days. But still it does not make any different to me because strong wind = rain. So even if I wish to open the window there is not way for me to do it. Because the rain will sure come into our room and we will wake up in a swimming pool instead. Haha... Time files. Another year that mark my birth. Oh my.... I am already half way through my 20s. Haiz.... even since I have cross the border of 18s, it seen like age is catching up with me faster then even. Hmm... nothing much achieve over the pass 20 years plus. Or to be exact nothing much I have achieve after I have cross my 20 years old birthday. What should I do to make some achievement in my life. I also dunno. Set up a family soon? Argh.... no house of our own le. Haiz.... talking about house of our own. So sad. If I didn't remember wrongly I have pool in at least $50 for the BTO. Only the first time I was told of my queue number which I thought we will be luckily to get our house. But who know, it never happen. So didn't give up so soon, we throw in another $10 and another $10 till now. And ever since the 2nd time of balloting we never even get a queue number lo. Everytime we fail in the chance we are told we are over 300%. Wow liew.... so heng ar. Haiz.... think not our luck yet. So for this time round we didn't ballot for Jurong area flats anymore. We move out our try on this area. First time we are out of this area choice and hopefully we get a chance to choose our flat and have a place where we set up together. After so many time of balloting actually we do have the thought of giving up but the price out there for re-sale flat are far too expensive compare to what government have offer. Well... at least we try and if we are really not in the luck for this BTO I guess we have to get some flats out there.