Finally it is Wednesday. 2 more days to go before weekends is here.

There are only 3 persons left in office today. 2 on leave, 1 went out to store. Sianz sia. Month end is coming. Busy time is coming soon. Hmm... I hate routine. It is so boring.

2 months plus more to my bday. Will my wishes come true? Hmm... hopefully. Even it does not come true on the bday itself I hope it will happen real soon.

Hmm.. I know I hate my own bday. But it is a day I wouldn't want to remember but so many ppl remember. Happy? Sad?? Hmm... at least I do have so many ppl around me that remember my bday. Sad.. I dun like that day. Just hope is a normal any other day.

Broke got to save for future development. Hmm... seen like no way I am able to save for it. Why? Because of the stupid stucker. Haiz... mentioning about them really bring bad mood to me. Why are they there? @_@ And thinking back if they are not there I wouldn't be here. Good? Bad? I really don't know, don't want to know. Haiz... same old thing. Don't care, don't bother, don't give a damm.

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I have to be frank. It is somehow my hotel now. Go back just to sleep and the next thing you know I am outside again. Be it where, it doesn't matter but confirm out of that hotel. Boring life in there. Wouldn't be looking forwards to the time that I need to be back. Why can't I just be like any other kids out there. I am grown up as they are.

You need my respect for you, then you have to respect me. You don't respect me how on hell you want me to respect you. So what your generation is above me. That make no different to me. It is mural respect between us.

I don't be bother what you do outside and please don't be bother what I do outside. I am what is the best for me. Please do not advice me what to do because you already make a wrong step 24 years ago and want me to keep the secret for you. Haiz... anyway I am not someone who will go and spoilt your life. Just know what you are doing. I don't care what happen next. I am old enough to look after myself. I know I can survive out there without you all. I am not laying on you all for anything. I go back every night not because I want/have to. It is because I want him to have a better image in your two eyes. Nothing is more important now then him.