Sleepy.... yawn!
How I wish I can slp in my BB's arms. Hmm... time will make everything right and in place.
This afternoon need to do re-packing again. Sianz.... no strength for that. But I have to force myself to do it. Oh my! I have been doing the re-packing myself for the pass 1 mth plus liao. OMG... can't believe it. Such a tiring things. And it is not under my job scope but no choice I have to do. Sianz...
Waiting, waiting and waiting....
Waiting for what?
Everything.
When will I have a better life?
No curfew, no restriction, no stupid rules I have to follow, the most important.
NO MORE SEEING HIM.
Ya I know I shouldn't feel or say this words, but I really hate him.
I know I have to accept that I am stuck to be his child and following those stupid rules. I just wan to break it. But I can't cause I have no where to go if I break the rules. For sure, I will have to leave the home ones. Which I wish to but I can't cause I have no where to go and I can't imagine living alone. I hate to be alone. Haiz....
