Hmm.. envy.
How I wish that I dun have any curfew now.
How I wish I have known him earlier.
How I wish I can at least help him to fulfill his wish.
To let his grandma see her first great grand child. Carry him/her and enjoying the joy of having a great grand child. I have seen how happy my grandma is when she see her great grand child. The smile on her face is priceless. How I wish I can do a bit for him.
But things isn't in the control of my hand. Time is in control of everything.
My colleague say that if one day I am preg I will face the problem of injection but I think by then to see my little baby fine and sound those injection is worth it. Mother love will be there. Isn't it great to have my own baby? To see them grow up is something no money can buy.
I think more or less I am affect by those around me that are marry and have their own baby liao pa. The joy I see in their face make me want to settle down asap and start my own family.
From young, I love kids. I love playing with them. I love to see the smile on their little face. The joy that no money can buy it. That explain why in those days I dun mind working 7 days a week to see those kids. Not about the money also, the main factor lie in the kids. To play with them and let them enjoy a memorable bday party.
