Guilty... -_-
My BB is sick. He is down with flu. KNS Gina. I got to admit I pass it to him. Guilty... seriously I am really guilty this time. Having him treat me so nice and good and always think about my well being and me here didn't think about this. Shit lo...
Okie I think I really need to think about this already. Being too pamper by him and seen like I am going to take thing for granted soon. But from the start I am with him, I keep on reminding myself not to take thing for granted. But the life that he have given me really let me live in a super luxury life. OMG... never thought that I will have such good life before. I strongly believe in working hard to earn enough money for my spending and not depend on my guy fancially. Well I can able to earn the money right? His money is also hard earn money lo. Hmm... somemore he have to work extra hard for his own buz. I think that is more difficult then me just holding a 8 to 5 job and getting my pay monthly. And ya, enjoying surfing net at the same time. Hehe... :P
And BB buy me the "Me to you" bear which I eye on for sometime already. And this is the most expensive stuff toy I have own in my life. And I tell myself this is going to be the last bear I am going to ask BB to buy for me. Because this is real expensive. $130++. Shit... guilty. But I really like this bear very much. "What the hell Gina. You did something and feeling guilty now. Haiz..." I will try to feel guilty before I do things next time pa. I will try...
